What it's like to be told you're terminally ill.

On being told "it's pretty far along", and the feelings and the thoughts and planning and all the crap that now I have to do. Come along with me if you want. It should be an interesting ride.

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I'm looking at everything as if I'm seeing it for the last time, which may well be true, and it gives me such appreciation for things I've taken for granted all my life. But looking at things for the last time allows me to see a lot of them for the first time, if that makes any sense.

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Sat Jun 26

snakecharma:

i said a prayer tonight for the first time in a long time. i prayed for myself and someone else. i don’t know if anything is out there but i hope there is. & i hope it heard me.

I’m smiling here… and I’m praying for you, too. It’s gonna be just fine.