What it's like to be told you're terminally ill.

On being told "it's pretty far along", and the feelings and the thoughts and planning and all the crap that now I have to do. Come along with me if you want. It should be an interesting ride.

IF YOU WANT TO E-MAIL ME: CHEYENNECO@AOL.COM

I'm looking at everything as if I'm seeing it for the last time, which may well be true, and it gives me such appreciation for things I've taken for granted all my life. But looking at things for the last time allows me to see a lot of them for the first time, if that makes any sense.

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Tue Jan 5

Deep Classic Rock

I hate to promote AOL for anything, but if you go to aol.com and click aol radio, one of their 350 channels is called “Deep Classic Rock”. Music as it was not all that long ago and there are some songs and groups that aren’t played anywhere else. Right now listening to Black by Pearl Jam for example. Beatles and Nowhere Man before that. Good stuff.