What it's like to be told you're terminally ill.

On being told "it's pretty far along", and the feelings and the thoughts and planning and all the crap that now I have to do. Come along with me if you want. It should be an interesting ride.

IF YOU WANT TO E-MAIL ME: CHEYENNECO@AOL.COM

I'm looking at everything as if I'm seeing it for the last time, which may well be true, and it gives me such appreciation for things I've taken for granted all my life. But looking at things for the last time allows me to see a lot of them for the first time, if that makes any sense.
Tue Jun 29

Getting Taller…

verboseannalise:

Sunflowers (: Half in the shade so the picture sorta sucks. But they are more than 4 feet tall now!

@OKWhatnow

Bless your heart!  You were in the area, sort of, for a wedding, and drove another hour to get to my house to “set a spell” and visit for the afternoon.  Jake the Wonder Dog enjoyed romping around in the yard with you and I for sure did enjoy getting to know you, interrupted though we were at times by the Hospice nurse.

People like you make the world special for people like me. God bless you.

Good luck with your music, and your life.  :-)

itiswellwithmysoul:

understandingfaith:

Love is an emotional feeling on a human level and a faith experience on a supernatural level. It motivates our wills and enables us to attempt the impossible for the good of His kingdom.  Love fills and empties simultaneously. It makes us reach out to God, ready to be pruned, recklessly desiring whatever the cost. It soothes the aching heart and then makes it thirst for more.
- Mother Angelica


S.S.W.AT. Team Member

itiswellwithmysoul:

understandingfaith:

Love is an emotional feeling on a human level and a faith experience on a supernatural level. It motivates our wills and enables us to attempt the impossible for the good of His kingdom. Love fills and empties simultaneously. It makes us reach out to God, ready to be pruned, recklessly desiring whatever the cost. It soothes the aching heart and then makes it thirst for more.

- Mother Angelica

S.S.W.AT. Team Member

Which makes me wonder….

If people who you only know as a friend from Tumblr are willing to go way out of their way to come visit, how is it that people you have been good friends with for years can turn their backs so easily, never look back, never care to ask  how you’re doing, and head on down the road?  Seems a little cold to me but what do I know.

Come onna my house, my house….

okwhatnow:

I’m headed out the door to visit @whatitsliketodie. Haven’t heard from him yet today but I’m gonna wing it! :D

I woke up late, been playing tag with your messages and with getting Nanny McPhee out for med. refills.  It definitely is a place where a sick person with a spoiled little dog lives but I am really looking forward to your visit!  If you can find the place, you’re doing better than the average pizza guy.  If you’re lost, 610-760-8449, or 610-417-3274. 

okwhatnow said: Hey Bill, it's looking good for tomorrow if I can drag my butt out of bed :P New York kicked my heiney.. I have your address plugged into my phone, but leave me your number in case I get lost. Also, is there any time that would be better? I have to do it before noon and I don't want to catch you at a bad time. Let me know! Right now I'm aiming for 10ish.

I can’t imagine you have any energy left after a day in “the city”.  Any time is fine.  Hospice people run in and out all the time, so there really are no good or bad times. Call right before you get here so I can put Jake the Wonder Dog up.  I hope  you’re having a great trip.

strawberryrain said: [no need for me to be dramatic anymore I have internet XDD] I had a connecting flight through Pittsburgh and I pretended that I flew over your house haha XDD Pennsylvania is pretty :) I've never been to New England except through airports :\ Someday...

Pennsylvania ia gorgeous, at least the eastern half and if you can’t stop, at least wave as you go over!! You’re always welcome.

Mon Jun 28

My grandson wasn’t crying when he saw Toy Story 3

itiswellwithmysoul:

“He had Happy Water coming out of his eyes”

I won’t be able to see this one, just give me a hint: do they all survive?

Jake the Wonder Dog becomes Jake the Video King in his own new video!